E Eats

Ok y’all I just slept for almost 11 hours and the dreams I had! I am going to try my best with this one

The first dream I remember I can’t post on my blog bc it would reveal too much about my inner pain and psyche and now that I know ppl actually read this … but like ask me about it if you want- I fell asleep with the light on so I kept on waking up and thinking I should turn it off then falling back to sleep this is what divided these two dreams

Here’s what I can remember, the order is feeling really jumbled and I’m going to give the short hand …

I was at the house I grew up in – my father had made the bottom of the hill (where the fire pit me and my brother built as kids used to be) and had turned it into a spot to park a RV, with string lights and a generator and chairs and what not- up the hill was the entrance to the basement which was finished (wasn’t as a kid) and had a bathroom and kinda fancy living room and tiny kitchenette. So I was tasked with getting the space ready. Apparently my dad has done all of this so we could rent the basement and backyard out

To air bnbers so I was trying to put towels in the bathroom but the basement kept flashing between what it had become and how I remembered it as a kid so I was having a really hard time doing that. The outside was easier I just had to mow. It was sad to see how my childhood home had changed but I was also happy to be in the backyard again.

Now I’m in my truck- I have a landscaping gig for this family who has a separate house on their property that’s an air bnb- I need to do landscaping stuff and clean this separate house- my brother is with me but he has black hair and is younger than he is irl

This property is on a mountain – we have directions as to how to get there. The drive is steep and winding and narrow. Just at the base of the mountain alone the drive is an intimidating one but we follow the directions exactly, get to the house. The family is like typical waspy and shows me around. The yard is nice and the air bnb house is small and cute, a grey little modern cottage with lots of windows. The same grey color palette of the pop up city apartments.

Ok so thank goodness in my dream suddenly I was just done with all my work and it was time for me and my brother to go. I think this is one of those points where I awoke to my light being on and Rae bustling about, I looked at my phone and saw a bunch of texts then saw it was raining then went back to sleep. (Didn’t turn the light off)

Me and my brother are in my truck again, getting ready to return to the same job except this time the roads seem particularly winding and steep (though very sunny not that many trees at all) we can’t find the initial road we were supposed to turn on and we just kept going because the road was to narrow and high up for us to risk turning around. So we just kept climbing this huge mountain and I zone out thinking about stealing hot bar from Whole Foods and how much the quality has decreased and how I would probably need to drain the water from the broccoli basin (a very vivid zone out tbh) I came to bc Andrew was like ! Holy fuck were so high up im so scared I can’t look- and it was true- we were amongst the clouds we were so high on this mountain and I was also really scared bc I was already surprised the truck had made it on such a steep incline and knew if I stopped I probably couldn’t get it going again abd we would slip backward so we just kept climbing the back of this bare and sunny mountainside. Finally there appeared to be some trees and a plateau, indicating we were at the top. We leveled out and me and Andrew threw ourselves from the truck- shaking from the altitude and fear. But on either side of us were old looking houses. There were two immediately off the dirt road on the right and then there were two sprinkled farther back to the left.

“Dude tbh I’m so scared about trying to get this truck down the mountain I’m going to go knock on some doors and hope these houses aren’t abandoned”

Andrew came with me and the first house was totally abandoned except for some sort of animal- we yelled through the broken screen door into a dusty room with a broken stand up piano and some animal knocked something over in a loud crash that made us both jump.

So we went to the next house on the right. It was white with a cute little porch with some rocking chairs. We knocked and waited. A man appeared with a mustache and aviator glasses, his shirt neatly tucked into dirty jeans. He was also wearing cowboy boots.

He was very friendly, introduced himself as Turn, the mountain ranger! Said we weren’t the first people this had happened too- said the first building we had knocked on used to be a museum of sorts for the people who got stuck climbing the mountain and got to this point and needed help getting down.

I asked if I could get his number because me and Andrew were working at the bottom of the mountain and he went to put it in my phone and I remembered I had met another park ranger named Turn in another dream in which Me Marion and Ilana were on a road trip and sure enough that Turn’s number was in my phone as well so we put a tree emoji next to this Turn’s number.

While Andrew and Turn chatted, I started wandering across the dirt path to the other houses. Wondering if they were also abandoned, erected in front of this glorious backdrop of mountain sky drop off- the view point was incredible now that we weren’t scared for our lives- you could see rolling hills and tree tops in all directions! We really were so high up. Anyway I was approaching and Turn shouted to me “hey! Someone actually lives there!” And jogged up to me- I was embarrassed for assuming otherwise, the houses were really disheveled and falling apart. Turn just laughed though and patted me on the shoulder. “It’s alright, it’s a big project to undertake on the mountain you have to understand- it’s not really easy leaving to get supplies- plus Dianna has some other stuff she’s going through. But she’s very lonely and I think she’d appreciate having someone to talk to”

So I knocked on the door and a fat Dianna Troi answered, at first she seemed very concerned but her face melted into a smile when she saw me and Andrew. And she welcomed us in explaining her legacy on the mountain and showed us her home! Apparently the other house had been for rental! Similar to air bnb but before that time.

I awoke again bc chikn was like mommy feed me then fell back asleep

My faithful readers I’m ashamed of this next part of my dream but I am going to tell you anyway but just want to start off by saying that I come to turn Dianna horribly.

Now I am Diannas daughter (perhaps that is why Andrew had black hair- also worth noting that it is not as if I became Diannas daughter, in this reality I had always been her daughter separate from the E Flute y’all know) me and Dianna were in a fight because she wouldn’t let me go down the mountain to see my BFF James from Twin Peaks (tbh this part is also embarrassing bc I loathe James and think he’s an awful character in the show, really a cartoon of himself but whatever he’s my best friend in this twisted reality). We were fighting throughout the house and I was yelling and bitching about how she had me totally isolated living in a fucked up house and took some really mean person stabs at her character and her as a mother which made her cry. And I said, “just so you know, the family I’m landscaping for asked me if I wanted to stay at their house so I didn’t have to drive so far and I said yes bc id rather stay there then have to be anywhere near you!!” And slammed the door and … idk I think I went back to being E with Andrew and Turn was helping us get down the mountain in his huge truck, pulling mine in front of his actually. When we got to the bottom I started hazily awaking and finally really woke up and instantly rolled out of bed and looked at my totally tangled hair in the mirror and said “whoa that was a fucked in dream” then came downstairs to feed chikn and make coffee. Which here you go for full affect.