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Ok this dream is broken up pretty weird bc I can only remember fragments also there’s this age play thing that happens at the end

As far back as I can remember I was at this diy venue that was outside the city. I had been there before in a dream but not real life, I remember talking to ppl outside the venue about the name of it and everyone was like “cousin Danny’s” and I was like sighhhh we’re not even in the city you guys

So anyway I’m trying to remember the name of this venue it’s down a long dirt driveway and there’s a broken dock nearby that overlooks a river and some houses with screen porches sorta near it and the lights in the parking lot are dependent on the light coming of neighbors string lights and porch lights.

Anyway, I think I went with noah and Juliette who told me they saw Anna and she doesn’t want to be a part of sound museum collective bc she thinks it’s creepy the way it rotates thru ppl.

Then I was in I guess the back area of, the upstairs of, the more intimate part of the venue with these black mullet studded belt black nail men who were working on the noise album that they wanted kim Gordon to play on. Part of the music they were trying to make, (it was mostly very heavy drone guitar and bass thru a shit ton of pedals) was they had hooked up this bathtub so when it was banged it intensely reverberated and was amplified. they gave me a hammer and told me on the downbeats to hit the bottom of the bathtub (which had water in it) as hard as I could with the hammer. So I was doing it but it was incredibly hard bc when I hit the water the resistance of the blow was enormous so I had to account for that while trying to stay in time.

Afterwards I remember laying in a pull out couch bed with this one black mullet eyeliner man. We were kinda far away from each other and he had been talking about idk I wasn’t listening, but then he reached out from across the bed to hold my hand and said something really sweet to me that I can’t remember. And he looked into my eyes really sincerely and all the instincts I had to be like EW THIS FUCKING CRUST PUNK MAN IS HOLDING MY HAND… it didn’t disappear but I felt really forgiving and like maybe it actually wasn’t a big deal and let him hold my hand…

Part two ; I think a lot actually happened between these parts this could’ve actually been where the car ride with noah and Juliette took place.

Anyway, I got home and there were a fuckton of ppl on my porch (not even cool looking ppl mind you) and I came inside and there were like a handful of ppl hanging out in the front room with bean and pony and I was like hey you guys can we talk for a sec?

And I pulled pony and bean aside and was like “come on you guys wtf is going on why are there so many ppl here? I also wanted to have a house party so it’s not that it’s just like well how come no one told me?”

And pony was like “you did know! This is the party we were going to throw together! Here look at the flyer, besides all the people outside aren’t even going to come in until the dance party part”. And they showed me an Instagram post and it had the psrty agenda written out and at 2AM it Said “E’s Dance Party” and I was like dude what! Idk this DJ! I didn’t book this! I didn’t even know to invite anyone did you just use my name what’s… but pony and bean were gone. I left my front room and my house had morphed into a completely different house and there was this huge middle room/kitchen and Charles was trying to fill up this enormous inflatable pool (I’m talking like could comfortably fit like 15 ppl) in the middle and I was helping and then it was filled to the very very tippy top and I was like uhhhh it’s going to spill everywhere once ppl get in! But ppl started getting in and it was fine but the water was disgusting and I was sitting next to kat in the Luke warm pool and I was like dude what do you think about all this and they kept just like goofily smiling at me and I was like what bro you’re not going to talk at all? And they just shook their head no and I was like ok whatever freak and then the pool was just gone- totally gone everyone was about their business and I was like “where did all the water go?” Bc the whole time I had been deeply concerned with how we were going to get the water out of the house and I was asking ppl like “hey the pool just disappeared you don’t find that odd??” And everyone was like unphased and I was stressed bc the pool just disappeared and I didn’t know where the water went so I went outside and suddenly I was outside some sort of huge many windowed hotel? Something with similar architecture and there were competitive cheerleaders (and my parents?) and”my crush” was there, who is not someone I know in waking life I just saw her and was like 😍 but in this dream scenario we were friends already -she was this beautiful buff blonde cheerleader dyke with a long ponytail and I was flirting with her (once again I think in front of my parents idk why they were there but they had suitcases and stuff … maybe they were traveling with the cheerleaders? Idk but I do know they were very proud of me and emoting that) we were near this huge open stretch of land that train tracks went through behind a big parking lot.

Anyway this crush of mine was like, “want me to throw you in the air?” And I was like ah! How do I know you’ll catch me? And she was like trust me, I definitely will 😉

So I was like ok! Assuming she was just going to do a cheerleader toss but she picked me up and threw me SO HIGH IN THE AIR! I went over the trees and parking lot and train tracks! It was like I was flying ! And I remember I started to come down and was like fuck fuck fuxk fuck where is this bitch ?! And I closed my eyes and landed perfectly in her arms and she was like pretty cool huh? 😉 told you I’d catch you and I was like 😳

There’s something else around all of this that happened that I’m really grasping to remember … maybe something with kat… I might’ve gone back into my house for the dance party and got embarrassed and left or something idk…. Something like socially political

Part three;

I am riding passenger to idk who – it’s not that I don’t know the person who’s driving as much as I can’t picture it and we were driving in silence I think. We are driving away from the parking lot where the cheerleaders are and down alongside the tracks- the sky is open and expansive and beautiful blue with huge glorious clouds and there’s dusty green grass all around us. I remember just riding in the car and looking at all these clouds and telephone wires for a long time.

We come upon this neighborhood which I have been to before in a dream. The houses are like two story shotgun houses, so very long and tall and somewhat close together but not like philly row homes there’s grass and lawns and trees between the houses and each one is decorated in such a way that they look like enormous fairy houses or like, decorated like childrens fairytale homes. Each one is so unique and I’m fascinated by them all. We pull up in front of this one house (at this point I’m more of an observer, I’m not really participating in the scene taking place nor do I think my presence is known) but there is a big tv on static it’s hard to say if we’re indoors or outdoors and there’s a very large day bed and there’s a mother and a daughter both fairly young. The mother figure has bright red curly hair and it maybe a little younger than me. She’s dressed in a way that I can only describe as a slutty princess outfit her daughter is also dressed in a princess costume but it’s not revealing. The young daughter (let’s say like 10? 11?) says to the mother, what? Your tits aren’t even out, you think anyones going to fuck yoh like that? And gets up and whips her mom and pulls her boobs out a little more and jiggles her moms ass and is like “I want to see you get fucked so hard by this boy and how’s that supposed to happen if you’re looking like this?” She pushes her mom And whips the ground next to her and the static tv is pretty creepy and it’s getting dark and I’m like 😳