I had this intense dream where I lived in a field near a park in a beat up tiny ass RV. I awoke late in the afternoon and rolled out of bed put on my snow shoes and run outside (my camper was parked across from Clark park I guess) into the falling snow in my booty shorts. Nina, Johnny, Flor and Beth waiting in a long line and they told me the tool library was giving away their tools today but were trying to do it in a socially safe way. And I was like ok I want in on that but I have to go tie a ribbon around this oak tree for Marion so I went and did that and got back in line but I ended up being in a separate group than my friends which made me not really want anything. Anyway the group was unloaded into this strange DIY space which I was nervous about being in bc of COVID but Zain was there so I wanted to say hi but I was so hungry and starting to feel pretty nuts bc of it so I had to go and I sprinted to my camper and left town in a panic. I was driving around this twisted hillside where one part of the sky was a beautiful orange and pink sunset and the other was just afternoon sunshine. But I’m driving my vehicle hoping it’s doesn’t fall apart or fall off this narrow curve, kinda rushing, bc I had come to terms with the fact that i was a functional zombie who still isn’t going to eat meat nor my friends and I felt so alone and isolated but just had to go. Anyway on the side of the road we’re these beautiful blue pools in between boulders and I decided to collect my thoughts and go play over there. It was gorgeous the way the sun was hitting the crystal clear water and illuminating green that reflected from the trees and the blue from the minerals. And these rocks were large and smooth forming numerous pools and little creeks and the water chilly but not too cold. So I started to ease myself into this pool, with all my clothes on, and these old women showed up to encourage me and I them. So we were all just getting in the water with our clothes on and I remember looking into a cavern between two rocks and noticing all these icicles and getting nervous bc maybe this water was colder than I thought.
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