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What I remember about my dream last night, or where I can start off, is I was with my brother (I think perhaps we had been doing something with my parents beforehand) and we were navigating a series of public entertainment buildings like restaurants casinos idk stuff like that and I don’t know what our end goal was but we were in this one empty bar and very aware of the fact that there was an enormous mystical rhino holograph… ghost … entity held within the confines of this space. We did something which triggered an alarm and suddenly metal sheets fell over the windows and all the doors locked and the rhino was emerging in fury. I grabbed my brother and burst thru an emergency exit door before it locked and we ran down these concrete stairs into what seemed like a parking garage…
Flash forward, I am in “New York city” drunk and twisted at some outdoor dance party. I stumble to Marion’s car to take a nap bc I am exhausted then remember that I was supposed to meet up with Mary moore hours ago so I call them and they’re enthused and still ready to meet up and are with chariot and could I come meet them? So I leave the car at this dance party which is kinda just in an abandoned lot and I stumble down the street trying to figure out how to get to Mary moore. It’s a beautiful night and the city is quiet and clean, the temperature is warm with a wet breeze and the sky is almost a dark fuchsia color with bright stars.
Somehow I’m at some weird school. It’s day time and I’m still trying to just get to Mary moore- I enter this very carceral adjacent institution and go to class. Charlie hardy (who is the old man who taught at scribe last night) was the instructor for our poetry class which Mary moore happened to be in. At one point Charlie told us we were going to break into groups in a classroom down the hall. Me and Mary moore walked down the hall together and into this other classroom, I asked them if we were going to leave soon to meet up with chariot and they were like oh definitely! And then our little group was us and these two guys and the light were off bc maybe we were supposed to be watching a movie ? And then I remember my head being held in such a familiar way that reminded me of someone and made me miss her dearly and I thought maybe it was the kid in my group doing it but that didn’t make sense specially and I liked the way it felt so I did nothing. Finally we realized we had been away for three times as long as our teacher told us so we started to walk back and there was a janitor mopping up an huge pile of wet black hair that stretch across the width of the hall and I slipped and almost fell in it.
We got back to class and I was sitting with these two high femme gossipers and was trying to get these books from CHarlie which were gorgeous graphic novels and the girls next to me seemed into them. And then I woke up and now I’m late because I took 15 mins to type this out rock on bitches





Makes me want to eat and be eaten





My anxiety and depression is just making food royally disgusting but this was awesome



